Topic: Sex
I think about sex a lot. I often wonder if I think about sex too much for a woman. I masturbate almost every day often twice a day and sometimes three or four times a day. I rarely miss a day.
I do it every morning (except when I am running late for work) and every evening in the shower. Being naked always turns me on and makes me want to masturbate. The sight of my own body naked also turns me on. I often wonder if that is strange and if other women become aroused by the sight of their own body. It certainly seems strange to me.
In the shower I lean my left shoulder against the wall and my left leg naturally bends at the kneee. I rub my clit in small circular movements with the index finger of my right hand, round and round, starting slowly with a very light pressure and increasing both speed and pressure as I go along.
My nipples are very sensitive and I always squeeze and pinch my nipples hard while I am rubbing my clit. Men are always too gentle with my nipples. Nipples are surprisingly tough. I like my nipples being pinched and twisted hard and even bitten gently.
Sometimes I finger fuck myself with my left hand while I rub my clit with my right. My index and second finger. I slide them in and out like a cock trying to get them in as deep as I can. Sometimes it feels incredibly good finger fucking my cunt with two fingers while I am rubbing my clit.
I always sink to the floor when I orgasm in the shower. I came so hard once I fell and hit my head on the shower wall and made it bleed. So now I am careful. I slide straight down onto the floor and I love the feel of the cold tiles on my naked ass and the shower running over me.
I always fantasise when I masturbate. Sometimes I am being fucked by the most incredibly handsome young stud with the most beautiful firm hard body, sometimes it is someone very ordinary. Someone I know. Someone I have already fucked or someone I think I would like to fuck or definitely want to fuck. Other times it is a brute. Some ugly hairy animal of a man who is fuckng me liek an animal. Big and ugly and hairy and grunting like a pig. I have no idea why that excites me.
When I am caressing my breasts and not finger fucking myself it is a woman I fantasise about. Sometimes a film star or somebody beautiful and famous. Sometimes it is someone I know. I have never actually had sex with a woman and maybe for this reason this is such a pwerful turn on for me.
When I fantasise liek this my eyes are always shut very tightly. I do not do this deliberately or even consciously. It just happens.
Sometimes I do not fantasise at all. I keep my eyes wide open and I look t my own body. Watching my finger moving in circles on ym slit and my other fingers sliding in and out of my wet cunt. I like to stand aside from the shower and see my cunt juice glistening on my fingers as they slide in and out. I look at my tits and my hardened nipples, standing out so proud and hard. I drink in the sight of my own naked body and this turns me on.
Sometimes I watch as I run my hands all over my body starting with my throat and moving down over my breasts, flattening them against my chest, down over my flat (fairly flat) stomach and down over my landing strip of pubic hair. Just a small tidy vertical rectangle above my cunt. I move my hand down between my legs and up between the cheeks of my ass and caress and squeeze my buttocks. I like running my fingers along where my legs join my ass.
I ahve a small collection of vibrators and dildos. I use these in bed. On my bed. I liek to watch myself fuck myself with a dildo. Watch in move in and out of my cunt. I have small hard vibrators for my clit and large soft silicon dildos for fucking. for penetrating and one small, thin one for anal fucking.
Once I had a big soft dildo in my cunt, my small thin one in my asshole and my little gold one on my clit buzzing furiously. My favourite thign is to have the little buzzing vibrator on ym clit with the big dildo going in and out of my cunt. Taht feels good. The clit stimulation and the penetration together. it is generally too awkward to get all three going at the same time but good when I have the patience.
I like the feel of my smaller vibrator in my asshole. I am not an anal freak and am not all that keen on anal sex with a man. Their cocks are too big and they are usually in such a rush they shove it in too quickly before my asshole is ready. It hurts. And it hurts afterwards too. Maybe if I ever meet a man with a nice short skinny little cock it will be better.
My anal vibrator is very good though. It is soft nd flexible and thin. And it vibrates. I like doing this when I am not in a rush to orgasm. When I can take my time and really enjoy the sensation. I liek to move it in and out very slowly feeling it drawing against my asshole walls. It is so tight even though the vibrator is only thin.
But the best of all is the big thick dildo in my cunt while I buzz my clit withthe little hard one. It is a pity men do not have a second smaller cock above to rub against a woman's clit when they are fucking her. Or if they would think to pay some attention to my clit instead of just trying to cum themselves.
I wuld like a man to to this to me. To fuck me with my dildo while he buzzes my clit with my vibrator. Or maybe lick my clit while he fucks me with the dildo. But I ahve enver been game to sugegst it and have enver even shown my toys to a man. I suspect they would feel threatened by them.
I always orgasm when I masturbate. Never fail to. I hardly ever cum when I am fucked by a man. I do if he licks my clit for long enough but sometimes I have to hold them down there with all my strength to stop them getting up and sticking their cock in. But I never come from penetratitive vaginal sex. Or fucking in my cunt to put it another way.
May favourite position is to lay on my back with my legs up over and above my body and a pillow under my back. This gives me easy access to my cunt, my clit and my asshole. I do feel awfully exposed in this positon and always, always worry no matter that every door is locked and nobody else is there, but one day someone wilcatch me in this position with my cunt sticking up in the air and a dildo in my cunt and a vibrator buzzing busily on my clit. In my fear I always imagine myself so absorbed in what I am doing that I do not even notice them standing there watching and just continue merrily masturbating away in front of them.
Sometimes I will put my big dildo on the floor and squat down on it in front of a mirror. Tilt the mirror slightly forward and watch this huge big dildo disappear up my cunt as I lower my body down onto it. I like that. Like watching it go inside me.
I would love to do this in front of a man. To haev a lover secure enough in himself and one I trusted enough to do this in front of. It would be such a turn on. And wonderful to feel his cock plunge deep and hard into my wet hungry cunt moments after I haev cumm when my cunt is all wet and eager. Hungry. I like to think of my cunt as getitng hungry for cock. My wet hungry cunt. If this ever happens I will write it in my diary.
I like the word cunt and use it often. Not in general conversation of course but it sounds so much betetr than pussy. I find that word demeaning and ridiculous. Pussy ! As bad as beaver. Everybody seems to thnk cunt is the worst swear word there is and I think that if the guys dont want it, we women should claim it as our own. When men say "pussy" we say, not its not a pussy, it is a CUNT !
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Posted by victoria10011
at 10:23 PM EST
